I have not rallied forth with any great project, I am still in a quandary, not sure which move to make, there is a lot open to me but just which way to jump is still a mystery to me. I found Sam's blog interesting, he says that we find what we a good at but dammed if I can pin one down, well one that will pay the electric etc and fulfill me at the same time. Am I a perfectionist or a procrastinator? Probably a bit of both really.
I have a natural healing workshop here at the studio this weekend and I am looking forward to that. I will know whether it is where I am supposed to be at this juncture in my life. I have healing qualities, this became even more apparent the other day when I spent many hours with a woman who was in despair and her feedback was most rewarding. Maybe this is what I should be doing but it doesn't stir passion within me, I just relay my life experiences and knowledge which to me is how we should operate. The knowledge that I have has no value whatsoever stuck in my head or whereever, it must be passed on to have value. I learned a lot from her as well. I need to learn as I know very little and this I know, the more I learn.....that sounds quite strange but true.
I got rather annoyed with some chatters yesterday, all doom and gloom and despair. I sat and pondered my annoyance and realised that they are particularly scared, very threatened and very afraid people and my annoyance was my problem. I can't fix the world.......dammit...so I shall continue to hear with my ears and listen with my mind in future.