Well, things are happening for me at last. I have decided to go work fulltime at a supermarket where I will be able to leave the job behind as I clock out and not have to worry about a thing, it will feed me and pay the bills while focus my attentions on matters at home where I am piecing together "work from Home" matters so eventually I can become my own boss again, which I like as this allows me freedom. This job will, I hope, not drain me of my creative flows, heaven forbid if anyone dare stifle my creative flows......hehehehe. I also like the fact that I will have no compunction about leaving this supermarket job when I have things set in place for working at home, as I tend to be a very loyal person in a job and find it difficult to leave.
This is the beginning. I feel a lot clearer about my direction now.
I came across an amazing book that asked a question that I had not really asked myself before and has lead me to discover quite a bit and delve into my needs and wants. I soaked it up like a sponge even though I knew a bit about it and I didn't know how to put it into practise and I have just confirmed that it really works. All sound like mumbo jumbo? sorry, but it is quite complex to go into here.
I have been saddened lately at the way people communicate with others.....the power of the word is amazing.
I will be watching my speech very carefully from here on in.